cez_123

never been this bad before.
This depression, i feel like the slightest thing is gonna happen and im going to snap.
i've drank but not even in this drunken stupor can i forget about my feelings.
I just want to sleep and leave it at that.
i was excited for christmas but now i couldn't give two flying fucks.
I have no friends absolutely none, i dont go out.
what happened to me?
why cant life have a pause button so i can sort shit out and then press play, insted of things fast forwarding before my eyes
bye

fucking fuck fuck fuck......... i swear to god im gonna get high any minute now

It would appear i am the cause of all of clare's trouble.
How? i hear you ask, well lets start
Clare ditched her "friends" for me. hmmmm is that comment not suppose to hurt me?
well to be quite fair it does, and i dont want anything to do with anyone.
So you can all rejoice now cos i will not been seen with clare whilst in glossop so you can have her all to yourselves.
Now don't ya feel better.
Infact, im gonna cut down on seeing her, see to much off her(or so i get the impression) so yeah